Science Fiction

After 11th September 2001 I had thousands attack of madness. There were day when I was attacked by another madness every minute, and can think rationally for no more than a hour a day (but not in one piece). However in spite of them I generally behaved more rationale than most of normal sane people.

There was a few strange phenomena there:

1. Attacks of madness were to ridiculous to believe (ex. I have attacks based on Winnie the Pooh). And ridiculous thoughts, even when I falsified them immediately, came back again and again for days or months.
2. Attacks were especially strong, when I tried to write or to contact with other people to promote my Mechanics of History.
3. Attacks became weaker over time, as more people heard about Mechanics of History (or as more and more countries turn to democracies).
4. The same my skills (like English, ability to learn, writing skills, math skills) regenerated over time.
5. There were tactical patterns in these attacks (to force me to do or not to do something, ex. to turn on the TV in times of Bieslan tragedy, Sep 2004).
6. People around me behaved strange, making and saying things that amplify my madness (ex. a friend who desperately want to discuss about Harry Potter, when I had attack based on magic).

So, my (ridiculous indeed) hypothesis is that this was an effect of advanced weapon.
See Private SETI hypothesis (June 2005).
Two annotations here:

1. “Limited ability to affect material world” still means, they can destroy our civilization in a week.
2. With such technology advantage they (no doubt) could offer many useful technologies like: cures for diseases, technologies to regenerate human body (something like “eternal youth”), that could be with ease offered to people using the same network that is used to control minds.

I have also tried to incorporate some of my experiences into science fiction stories (text here are in Polish, so you have to translate them first).

Although, as I said, I was totally mad (an I can imagine a thousands of others quite good explanation of this phenomena) so this is may be not the true answer. So I am presenting this outright ridiculous hypothesis only because, If it is true, other people have right to know. But remember: I have any material proves here.

And finally, I think that I survived only because I had many good luck, not because I am especially strong or intelligent. Examples above (about Harry and Winnie) may seem humorous, but I can give you thousands of truly dreadful examples.